Wednesday, April 4, 2012


I hope the sun will come out tomorrow....It's only a day away!

I went in this morning to get my blood work done for my hormone testing. There is no one better to help keep me calm then my Aunt Kathy. Eliza came with me and entertained everyone with her animal noises and front rolls. My Aunt was sweet enough to be the one to do the blood draw and explain to me what the plan was and what they are testing.

Most of the results should be back tomorrow. She said if/when there is an elevated level of hormones she will be able to tell right away.

I am ready for bed, even though it is noon.I want to sleep this day away. I want to wake up with good news.

No matter the results tomorrow I will continue with my appointment at the fertility clinic on the 20th. I will take the blood test results and hope that they have a plan.

I sit here watching the season premiere of Giuliana & Bill and feel my whining is so ridiculous. If you aren't familiar with them, Giuliana is a TV personality on E! and has been going through IVF with no pregnancy results or ending in miscarriages. At her last fertility treatment they found she has breast cancer. How selfish am I?? I am complaining that I can't have another child when I have a perfect angel asleep upstairs?? There are people in this world who would love to have one child and I don't feel that is enough?

I am trusting in HIS plan.

Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I entrust my life.
Psalm 143:8