The sound of your chain.
The giggles you gave Eliza.
How you loved frogs.
Those BIG brown eyes.
How safe you made me feel.
Oh Zander, how I miss you...
Eliza has asked a few times where you are, but we still haven't had a real discussion. She only asks when she sees where your bed used to be. We usually just change the subject or say you are sleeping. I still don't know how to tell her.
I wish you would have been able to be here for Emelia. The love Eliza had for you, would have been doubled with Emelia.
You have been in photos with us from the beginning.
Our maternity pictures:
Even Eliza's newborn pictures:
I couldn't imagine you not being there for Emelia's maternity pictures:
You left us 2 days later, I will forever be grateful for these last photos of you. I wish you could have been here for Emelia's newborn photos, and many other things, but thank you for all of the important days you celebrated with us.
Thank you to Meg from Shone Foto for capturing these last photos with Zander. I will share the rest of our session soon.